the four right chords can make me cry

http://www.williamhung.net/

my new hero! the guy has guts, you gotta admire that.

"William Hung is definitely our American Idol! Classy, mannerly, enthusiastic - an all-around great guy (unlike ALL of his competitors). He did his best, accepted criticism, didn't attack any judges, didn't have to be escorted out by the police. He left smiling, head held high - ready to take on his next challenge. Let's start giving awards to people for being good, decent folks instead of fawning over no-talent brats who have very poor home training." Trudy, San Francisco

I've been thinking about that recently.
I realise that i dont like myself terribly much, always condemning myself, blame it on the low self esteem. But my real problem is that although i see what is wrong with myself, i'm reluctant to change, cos it's just too hard. So my flaws, which i despise, remain and i keep feeling bad about myself. Most pathetic of all, i dont even try to do anything about it, always settling for the path of least resistance.

If people laughed at me like they did at Will, i'd be in tears, a sobbing mess of broken dreams on the floor. So thanks, Will, for the dignity and good grace that you showed.

And thank you Josh (groban)! I stand tall when I am on your shoulders. You raise me up, to more than I can be.

And thank you Serene for reaffirming that sentiment. Its not about me and what i have achieved, but its about how much God has done through me.

Radical paradigm shift for my self esteem.
Hope i still remember it tommorrow.

posted by beckyboo @ 12:59 AM